.Been tired lately, more of egoistically than physically. I have 2 jobs right now... one is the OJT/Part time I have in TGS and the other is my freelance job as an article rewriter. Days has passed since the date where I am supposed to get paid and until now, I still haven't received a cent.
.There's a really heavy feeling in my heart that I might get scammed or something. I don't know why but money is not the issue here (my sister lends me money sometimes, but I still feel that heavy tug in my chest of not getting my salary) I just want to receive my reward for all the efforts I did. Anyone here understand what I'm feeling?
.And because of that, it's affecting the way I work. I tend to slack off or not do my best because I have this feeling, "If I get scammed, at least I didn't do much effort to regret about." Something like that. My point here is my effort and time. If I'm just gonna waste my effort and time without gaining anything from it, what's the use doing it in the first place? -_-
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