...and you were right

.It has dawned on me after a while that you were being kind. You were being real. You were being honest. After having a taste in life and how the world really is, I was able to come into terms with more of it. You used to misunderstand me a lot and that you always blamed yourself of being too immature for my world and that I was looking too far at the future. I used to blame you that you just couldn't grow up. But I realized now that after looking too far for my future that I missed out some of the present that I once passed by and now, have become nothing more than things of the past.

.You made me learn (albeit, kinda late) that I was living in my own Wonderland and I needed to wake up back to reality. You made me see that I wasn't really ready and that a lot of us weren't too. You made me realize that life is so much more than just that. You made me realize that I did not think about how you would feel and only focused to how I would feel. You made me realize that I simply painted the white roses red and that they were never really red to being with.

.So, I thank you. :) Thank you for putting up with me, nonetheless. Despite all the drama that you didn't want and despite all the peeving moments that you had to put through with me. Thank you. For this crazy friendship, camaraderie, fated meeting, or whatever you may want to call it. For all the good times and the shit we've been through. For being the Mad Hatter that keeps on telling me the laughable yet true things about life.

.You made me realize how loved I was, I am, by you and you made me realize how I really love you too! So, kudos to the laughs! Kudos to the annoying fights! Kudos to what's still coming! Kudos to everything we've been through!

I'm not gonna count on the days backwards anymore.