.that life-changing decision

.So I was finally able to tell my bosses that I wouldn't be able to continue with my job anymore. Shocked? To make the long story short, it's off for the family business for me. I mean, I've been against it ALL MY LIFE but fate is a cruel thing and it still pulls me back. Then again, I should be thankful that at least my family allowed me to get into a course that I really wanted.

.I wasn't able to hold back the tears after, though. I'm glad I was able to hold it in during the time that I spilled the beans. I wouldn't even dare to think what they they'll think of me after witnessing such an embarrassing thing. I mean, they already knew that I cried after being bullied by 2 customers once. I'm not gonna embarrass myself again! xD hahahaha~

.Still, it feels really heavy in the chest but then a little bit light on another perspective. At least I won't have to be guilty during work anymore. I'm a little bit excited about the new things that we will be expecting in the family, but it'll be sad too. I know I'm gonna miss working there, but I will be back to visit, of course!

.Now, all that's left to do is to finally get back on track with the business I've been planning to open and see if it's feasible enough to live in this recession-ish economic society! (--,) hahahaha! Hopefully, this'll be for the best. And I hope I'm doing the right thing.