.Being expressive and cheerful was not something I was forced to do. I guess as years passed by, experiences and situations made me who I am today. I don't know if it has molded me into someone better or someone worse. Either way, I'll leave that to people's opinions. What I'm trying to point out I guess is the saying that goes, "Old habits die hard."
.Lately I haven't been my usual self of "opening up" in case something bothers me. I guess this old attitude of keeping things inside and just swallowing my pride came back to me. It's giving me good results, though... I'm not the same as before who would be heated-up by just some mere insult or criticism. Lately, I'd just take in whatever people say and let it pass through the other ear... which is kind of annoying in later parts since I became the verbal punching bag na nuon. Surprisingly though, I don't mind. Or it's more of like, I'm too tired to mind. Sue me.
.It's been a while since I last cried... for myself, I mean. I guess as my age increments, drama decrements? Hahahaha! Yeah, probably. So I guess you can call me an "Introverted Extrovert". I don't know if there is such a case, but I guess I can be the first? Hehehe.
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